1 minute

Give me a minute to talk
I need you, my love
59 seconds is what remains
To understand this passion in my chest

Every second that passes
More increases that will
This desire, this passion
What dominates me, fascinates me

Your way of acting is so beautiful
You make my heart beats faster
You know I'm in your hands

Time passes quickly when I am with you
Hours minutes saw can not understand
That what I want most is to live beside you ...
Every second love

Time passes quickly when I am with you
Hours become minutes i don't understand why
That what I want most is to live beside you ...
Every second!

Make you happy for a lifetime <3

trust issues

Went on vacation, that was the reason that i didn't write for this long time.. I really needed the holidays cause i was already stressing here! To describe my holidays in one word: awesome! Like every year i go to portugal, and this year it just was diffrent maybe because i was the first two week without my parents, that means two weeks freedom and two weeks without someone spioning on me. And it felt good. I was really happy when i was there for the first 2 weeks just me and my friends and just no one annoying me, i had someone who toke care of me but she only made me something to eat. After the 2 weeks my parents came.. I didn't mind if my father came cause he understands me more and give me more freedom than my mother does. And my father don't yells at me and gives me a saver feeling than my mother does. When she got there the first thing she did was like checking me out if i was good and didn't had a tattoo or something and then she gave me a kiss, i just don't like the way she does to me she always give me a feeling that i am not good enough mot enough to be the daughter that she expects from me cause i can't be who she wants she does sees a nice girl Who never gets in trouble, doesn't have a boyfriend, gets high grades, and have good friends.. Most of them am i cause she wants to and if i wouldn't i would get in trouble.. But on the holidays i'm always a different person i'm more confident happier and i just feel free! But my mother always is ruining my holidays by not letting spend my time with my friends, here where i spend almost the hole year i'm that girl that does everything what her parents ask her to do. But there i just want to be myself and not be that girl. The problem is that she doesn't trust me, the things that i would make out with on of my friends ( most of them are boys cause there don't live many girls) and that is what i hate so much about her she doesn't trust me and my dad just let me do almost every thing mor like getting pregnant or something but let me do my thing and spend time with my friends!! The problem is when i want something like going to the cinema i ask my dad to go cause i know she wouldn't let me.. It's sad that she doesn't trust me enough, i think that you should trust your daughter cause if she doesn't trust me how does she think i can trust her...

i wish you were here

the stars lean down to kiss you, And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of misery..because I'll go off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me, I had send a postcard to you,
i wish you where here with me.

The silence isn't so bad, until I look at my hands and feel sad.
because the spaces between my fingers, Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways, I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because, When I think of you I don't feel so alone.

I'll think of you tonight, I'll taste the sky and feel alive again..

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you,if my voice could reach
Back through the past, I'd whisper in your ear: 
"I wish you were here" 

lost,

If roses are meant to be red And violets to be blue,
Why isn't my heart meant for you..
My hands are longing to touch you, But I can barely breathe
Starry eyes that make me melt, Right in front of me
music's irresistible, Your voice makes my skin crawl.
Innocent and pure, I guess you heard it all before..

Mister Inaccessible, Will this ever change
One thing that remains the same, You're still a picture in a frame.
when the lights go down, That's where I'll be found.

I get lost in your eyes... <3

akward!

Last week was really awkward at school, cause my teacher of mathematics said the most awkward thing ever!

I was sitting in the class and I was talking with that boy, that I already written about him..

And we were talking with each other, and we were talking a lot together and laughing and than my teacher said

‘ hey you too stop talking!’ and we look at him and than my teacher said

‘ how cute, you’re both red/blushing’  And we really look to each other in the eyes, I was really cute..

but awkward too! Because when my teacher said that like al the people in the classroom looked at us.

Many people already asked to some friends of my if we had something together,

But we are just really good friend I think..

I think if he would be my boyfriend it would be a little strange, because I only see him as a friend and nothing more.

the boy that let me feel special?

 

He takes a deep breathe and walks trough the classroom door,

Every time we are coming into the classroom he watch around himself

and watch where I am going to sit and he sit right beside me.

I don’t mind it at all, I need to confess I like his company but not it that way..

We are friends so it’s normal that you sit there, but he look me every time so in de eyes ..

I feel i’m starting to blush, so I watch away. When I did that I saw he became sad,

it’s not my intention to hurt him every time he looks into my eyes,

I don’t want to give him hope or a feeling that I like him the same way, so I’m trying to push him away.

It’s maybe because I feel something for him or it’s because I like it to have his attention.

The breaks are at school difficult for me,

I can’t ignore him because than he maybe thinks that I don’t want to be his friend,

But I can’t watch how he walks into my direction and start looking at me and starts blushing.

And sit beside me at the fence and comes every time a little closer to me.

You are coming so close that you once you hold my hand and I didn’t felt it what was happening.

My friends are seeing everything and I don’t know what to respond,

They say “he are falling for me every day more and more” ,

One of my friends tells me how many times he looks to me and that is a lot of times.

I start to doubt what I feel.

Today it was the same thing like the other day,

it was the break and my friends and I were sitting on the fence

and then he came to and sat beside me every time closer

but then when he start to come very close I walked to one of my friends…

like he was trying to hold my hand but didn’t work, he needs to think of a better idea.

music

today i woke up and i kept almost all my emotion inside, i didn't wanted to say to people that i felt sad,

but i knew if i only would listen to music it would make my day... 

at the end of the day i felt more and more happy, not just because the music, but because i saw, and you will see there are people who care about you and me, not just your parents or brother or sister.. 

no, there is always that special person who cares about you a lot and that person will always make you smile!

music can always make you're or my day, i can't life without it, it like sunshine without the sun or spongsbob without patrick..

( the reason why i made this picture )

" I hung up the phone tonight, Something happened for the first time

Deep inside, It was a rush. That you would ever feel the same way, About me..

Why do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you, You got me hypnotized

So mesmerized, And I've just got to know

Do you ever think, When you're all alone, All that we could be?

Where this thing could go? Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath

When I look at you? Are you holding back

Like the way I do? because I'm trying, trying to walk away

But I know this crush ain't going away

Has it ever crossed your mind When we're hanging,

Spending time, are we just friends? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take,  because I believe that we can make this

Into something that'll last

Last forever"